Well, this has been something that has bothered me in the past.... few years or so.... I've said it before and I'll say this again, you can't have everything in life.... yeah you can try, but in the end nothing will be enough to satiate anymore come one day.... I was very conflicted with this issue for a long time because of the situation I was in.... but yeah.... I believe as long as you live a comfortable life, you should be contented.... I mean, you have family, friends, and everything you'll ever need right in front of you, why foul that up? Yes, we should once in a while try doing something crazy and get out of our comfort zone but not at the expense of others.

Believe me when I say that family, your family is all you've got when the chips are down.... they will take you back without so much of a thought of what you did to them.... even friends won't do that for you.... So yes, I am disappointed and surprised that things have turned out this way.... You might think that it's what you wanna do and this is your only chance in life but sometimes, think about the feelings of all the people you can potentially affect.... I personally don't think it's a very responsible thing to do..... and one day, maybe.... you'll look back and think that maybe it was a not such a good call after all..... because something's gotta give.... and it's not always about you.... it took me just one question to make me realise how selfish I was.... and I promise I will never do that to my family ever again..... In the end, well.... it's your life.... so I'm not gonna tell you how to live it.... just that I won't do that if I were you....


currently listening to : Opaline by Dishwalla