I dunno about other ppl.... but music always manages to speak to me in different ways that I can always relate to..... Some songs you listen to... and you sometimes ask yourself whether the person who actually wrote the song knows what you're actually goin through.... it's comforting to know that sometimes, I'm not the only one out there facing what I'm going through.... I was always gonna end up second best in this one.... in my defence, I can't help it.... I'll try... I need to get back up.... man.... and on days like these, music always picks me up..... Don't wanna wallow haha..... but well.... I did miss you... I do miss you...... but you'll probably never know how much I actually care bout you.... nothing I can do.... and I'll let it slide.... but I can't help it.... and I know it's my fault.... it's time to go.... I was never expecting anything.... because it was clear.... it is me who never lost it.....

P.S. Well I guess I am not so cryptic now huh..... Been keping it to myself.... but that's not good for me.... I guess I gotta go....

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be?
Or maybe be
Everything that I never thought could happen
Or ever come to pass and
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Cant see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be
For you and me?

Cause you are
You're beautiful inside
You're so lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you, I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

currently listening to : Anywhere But Here by Safetysuit