1 more paper.... and another month of working.... maybe it'll take my mind off things... think I want it to.... I'm not stupid right? I have been there before.... and I seem reluctant to take something out of it.... life has suddenly become.... routine for me... never happens to me..... maybe it's time to go..... somewhere and disappear for a bit.... a sabbatical if you will.... cos if not, maybe things won't change.... it just won't..... remember what I said bout changing the world? I mean it.... and if things don't turn out one way, then it must turn out another way..... there were two schools of thought in this one.... one party said be patient, stick around and another said don't take it, just keep swimming (haha)..... so there you go.... I kinda thought I made up my mind already, but somewhat I didn't.... the status quo remains the same..... so, if I go awol..... you read it here first.....

currently listening to : Megalomaniac by Incubus