  Impatient, at times petulant and sometimes even just a wall of fire.... I have issues with incompetent drivers, roadhogs and ppl who dun give a shit... hence the finger :D Sorry I don't update as much as I used to but when I have serious thoughts that needed to be let out, this is usually the place. Peace! Yes I love fast cars but I love going fast sideways, anyone can go fast in a straight line haha. It is exactly the sort of thing to which I'll say 'Don't try this at home'!
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Shape of My Heart I just went through a whole gamut of pictures, and it brings back so many sweet memories..... I have a lovely girlfriend, I have good company, I have great friends.... I have just about everything a fella my age could possibly ask for..... 2010 was indeed a great year..... Even though it didn't end the right way.... But baby, I'm always here.... I'm so happy you were there with me throughout 2010 and I just know 2011 is gonna be just as great, if not better, with more happiness and great memories to boot..... I want nothing more than for you to just be beside me as we go through another year and open another chapter of our lives, together.... You have no idea how much happiness you bring into my life..... I love you.... currently listening to : Shape of My Heart by Backstreet Boys. Posted at 02:50 am by jason_mufc
You're My Everything....
These past few weeks leading to CNY has been quite brilliant..... Seeing my baby girl walk brings a smile to my face no end.... I've not been the easiest person to live with but my girlfriend? She's just amazing :) I'm so so proud of you baby girl.... I probably haven't told you that myself often enough but I'm so humbled by the way you've dealt with all this.... Myself included.... I love you and I have never been happier in my life.... This will be our story, one of how you came through what is undoubtedly the biggest test of your life so far, and mine as well.... I just can't stop smiling seeing you sit across me having a quiet dinner together, because I've missed that so much.... I'm so glad that I have you in my life, because you have taught me so much.... and I'm so sorry for the times where I was weak and had doubt.... You just looked me in the eyes and told me that you're gonna be okay, and your determination gave me strength..... I will never again take the simple things in life with you for granted ever again.... We will have a full, rewarding and eventful life together, just me and you.... And when we're old and grey, I'll look back to that fateful day not with disdain, but with a smile because that was when I realised I could never love another person,-not even myself-, that much.... 17 months.... 17 months of good, bad, painful as well as sweet memories.... I will always remember the times I shared with you, because I loved each and every single minute of it..... 17 months of having the greatest, most amazing, partner and someone to call my better half.... and I will not ask God for anything more, just that you will always be mine to have.... Because I cannot imagine having a life without you.... I'll take care of you.... and we'll go through this life together, if you will have me.... Happy 17 months darling sweetheart, and here's to so much more.... You are my everything.... I can only wish that I am yours too..... currently listening to : The Reason by Hoobastank
I'm Still Here.... We're Still Here :) Hi there.... Well I know I have been really down and emotional in the preceding weeks and generally depressing to be around.... and I wanna apologise for that.... I understand that I'm not the only one with problems and things to deal with, I'm not alone in this.... Add to that my own girlfriend has been nothing but amazing up till now.... How can I possibly do this? No, I'm gonna be better, because no matter what, we're gonna pull through.... To the people whom I've depressed by just being around me, I'm so sorry.... I will be better..... Baby dear, I just want you to know that I've snapped out of that whole depressing phase..... I really dunno what's gonna happen in the future but what I can say is that I'll be here, just as I have been.... I hope the feeling stays and I can be positive all the time.... Seeing you so chirpy and cheerful gives me a sense of purpose.... And I'll be right here when you can walk again baby.... and that'll be the happiest day of my life.... I love you.... currently listening to : C.S. Lewis Song by Brooke Fraser
I Love You, No Matter What....
Baby, I don't know if anyone still reads this blog, but I thought it'd be nice for you to have something to read, something from me :) Work is helping me pass time baby, but there's not one moment where I don't think of you..... I know I ask you to call me whenever you feel lonely but I know you won't, because you'd be afraid that you'd inconvenience me..... You know what? I've been so caught up in everything else in life that I took you for granted..... so, no, you're not an inconvenience.... I'll always have time for you... because when I had all the time in the world for you, I took it for granted..... You don't know how much I miss the little and simple things we do together.... Just holding hands, walking together in malls, having you sit next to me in my car.... and just having dinner with you.... I knew that you'd always be there.... But guess what? I'm been really positive these past few days, and I know you're on the road to recovery.... and I know this is not about me.... It's about us :) So, I'll try to write you something everyday, and hope that there is at least something you can look forward to to read.... It's not long, but it's heartfelt..... because I know you darling, and as much as you wanna hide some things, I know how you feel..... Well, I can't write for long yea darling? But I said it before, I Love You No Matter What, and this, this is No Matter What..... You're my everything..... my soulmate, my better half, my partner, my confidante, my best friend, the only one in the world who knows who I am and my deepest feelings, fears and flaws..... and I thank God time has been passing kinda fast.... and so it'll be soon.... when I can hug you so tight.... and hold you so close I can feel every breath you breathe..... and that will be another chapter in our journey together in life..... and I'll love you even more than I knew I could..... because you, Khoo Su-Lin.... you are just amazing.... and I just don't know what life would be without you..... omg I'm tearing as I write this.... I love you baby..... Words can't quantify just how much I love you..... currently listening to : One In A Million by Ne-Yo
Happy Birthday Sayang.... I Love You.... But you'd already known that wouldn't you? Thank you for being the best girlfriend any guy could possibly ask for..... in the whole world :) I wouldn't change the world for you and I want you to know that I'm gonna be here for always.... I've been listening to this song a lot lately, and it just says everything that I wanna express to you.... I've known this song for many years (heard it at a wedding first, and it just stuck).... So, as you grow a year older, always remember this..... Tomorrow morning if you wake up and the sun does not appear I will be here If in the dark, we lose sight of love Hold my hand, and have no fear 'Cause I will be here I will be here When you feel like being quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to crying Through the winning, losing and trying We'll be together I will be here Tomorrow morning, if you wake up And the future is unclear I will be here As sure as seasons were made for change Our lifetimes were made for these years So I will be here I will be here And you can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here I will be true to the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me Tomorrow morning, if you wake up And the sun does not appear I will be here Oh, I will be here. Thanks for being the perfect girlfriend, partner and soulmate to me. I love you.... Happy 24th Sweetheart..... currently listening to : I Will Be Here by Steven Curtis Chapman.
Diego Who?
World Cup is upon us again and I am once again supporting any team but Brazil haha.... the matches have so far been.... interesting at best.... but there were genuinely good ones that I remembered... and thoroughly enjoyed watching, and I'm not even talking about Portugal! Plus I found a new player that caught my eye. So far the teams that I am rooting for are the Netherlands, Germany, and Argentina (Maradona running naked? OMG). Spain (duh) but I think they might not go far.... The one player that has caught my eye has all the attributes of a classic playmaker/attacking midfielder. He possesses a wonderful eye for a pass, has a brilliant rocket of a left foot and even more importantly, the acute awareness and timing of the game which is so important in his position. His name? Mesut Oezil of Germany and Werder Bremen. I just love watching him play. He might just be what Germany needs to remove the 'efficient football' tag that has been on them all these years (not that it's a bad thing actually). He's the reason why Bremen saw it fit to let a certain little Brazilian go to Juventus. Because he is more than able-hell maybe better-to take up the classic #10 role for club and country. I hope United monitor him and make a move now, because after the World Cup, his value is gonna skyrocket. Pls United, pls buy him..... On a personal note, it's gonna be 10 months. So fast!!! This whole commitment thing is overrated. Why? Because when you are with someone who truly gets you, the word 'commitment' hardly pops up. I'm not saying it's easy but things just click when you know and understand what the other party wants and needs. These 10 months have just given me so much, more than I've bargained for in fact, but you can't have the good without the bad. But I've had it good, believe me :) So, Khoo Su-Lin, thank you for being just about the most perfect and extraordinary girlfriend ever. I love you! Muacks! currently listening to : Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds To Mars.
Take A Step Back This has been bugging me all week and I have not slept well because of this.... I tried not to say anything about it and let it slide.... but somehow I can't.... I knew from the beginning that I was treading a very fine line, but I have kept to my end of the bargain..... so I don't know, for the life in me, why this still happens.... Have I not treated her well? Have I done something wrong that I deserve this? The worst part is, I'm not getting any help.... I'm in this all by myself and I seem to be the one at fault..... well... I'm sorry you feel that way.... but I have been there every step of the way for you and to hear you agree with that just sucks..... This is not the first time nor will it be the last.... but can't you just leave me be? Or leave us be..... It's not nice hearing all the accusations being hurled at me for no good reason..... what's my sin? I give respect where it's due, not once have I been disrespectful to you nor anyone else.... I'm a simple, down to earth person.... maybe you think I'm not good enough, I dunno, but I have given everything I can to her..... It's frustrating because despite me not earning much, I have given her everything I can..... I do not come from a well off family..... but everything I have is hers.... if you can find another who will do what I've done.... well... please let me know.... I won't stand in the way of what you want..... all you gotta do is say it.... I'll leave her be..... if you think she'll be happy and believes that that is ultimately what she wants..... Not getting any help from you kinda sucks too..... I would've defended you to the hilt in situations like these.... I think I deserve at least the benefit of your doubt..... I faced up to them when you hesitated.... I made sure you had peace of mind, when deep down inside I'm quivering as to how to do it.... but I couldn't show it, because I have to be strong when you aren't..... and for what? To be lambasted at for stupid, petty things.... while you just tell me it's a small matter and to let it go.... Well, I can't..... because I expect better from you, because you have had the best of me..... I have never so much said a word of 'no' to you..... So tell me, if I am wrong to say all the things I've said..... If you think this is the best you can do..... then I dunno what else I can do..... currently listening to : Attention by Tokio Hotel.
Thank You :) This week started off on the wrong foot but in closing it has been nothing short of awesome! It all culminated today when everything that went wrong with me or my stuff finally got put right..... Yeah it's a brilliant feeling when things go your way innit? To start it off, I got my car back, my Ray-Bans are gonna be replaced with a brand new one, and.... I got myself a new pair of shoes! Wooo... err not really I got myself, more like a present (belated one) from my sweet girlfriend haha :D so here goes My car: It has been a long and frustrating month or so waiting for it to come back, but back it is and I'm loving it! Driving a manual car makes my mind tick and I don't understand how ppl can't appreciate stick shift -_-" A big thank you to Sabrina from Proton I-Care for making sure my complaints were heard and problems were rectified. I'm glad to see a change in attitude from the people here. Thanks for hooking me up with a R3 test drive too! Oh, and because of that, I got to meet Tengku Djan Ley, drifter supreme and R3 head honcho, who is a bit of an idol of mine :) All in all, the ownership experience might have gone slightly but the customer service was beyond what I'd expect from Proton. Please keep it up Sabrina! My new shoes: Wooo it's a pair of Ducatis by Puma. Funny since I don't own a Ducati nor do I ride motorcycles but I liked the design the moment I saw it! Didn't have that connection (haha) when I looked at the other shoes. Thanks sweetheart! Thanks for putting up with my fussiness when it came to choosing the right pair, and I'm glad I found it with you haha :) and thanks for buying it for me :D :-X hehe
I Love You :)
Well, the month of April is always significant to me (it being my birthday haha, and 2 of my buddies too). But this time around it was even more special.... Had the most awesome three days of my life so far :) Well my family will always just have a low key thing for me but the past three days I was spoiled and pampered silly by Su-Lin... adding to my birthday was also our seven months together so it was even more of an occasion than it already was.... but I just wanna say a big thank you to my precious girlfriend :) Must've lost some hair, gained a few wrinkles and killed millions of brain cells trying to plan this.... The three days were filled with laughs, funny moments and some honest boo boos hahaha.... not to mention horrible Japanese green tea (OMG it was BAD!!!) and some frankly atrocious 'Mo Far Kor'.... never buy sundry items from Genting haha :P but in the end, you always knew how to surprise me when I thought you'd run outta ideas....Thanks sayang, I love you hehe.... On another note, I can't believe we've been together for seven (7!) months already.... haha breathe breathe..... It's been everything and more than I could ever expect..... 2010 has been amazing so far because I have you to live it with.... I'm also sorry darling... I know I'm not an easy person to live with but you are always so patient with me.... I don't know how you do it.... but it's amazing that you're able to do it.... and I love you for that :) Thanks for having me in the past seven months to share so many things with you.... Well, I can only hope that I've made you smile and gave you happiness.... Thanks again, for planning such a wonderful birthday celebration for me.... You're the best!!! XOXO currently listening to : Kenangan Terindah by Samsons
Here We Are
The weekend was a great one..... 6 months of having you.... and it just gets better.... Whenever I think that there's no way things could get any better, something new pops up... but I'm not complaining..... Come to think of it, I've not been this happy before the last six months.... I spent a lot of time in the last year emoing and getting stuck in ruts.... I think ppl close to me will know..... but I'm just happy to be here..... There's so much we've been through together, and so much more that we will share together.... I'm just glad and excited to think about it..... Having you has been the best part of my life for a long time.... Thanks for being there for me, and for just being.... you :) I wouldn't have you any other way and with you, I just could not ask for more.... because I love everything about you.... Knowing you're with me makes things just that bit better.... and here's to better things..... currently listening to : Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
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